When you spend most of your summer with someone, and spent so many of those days going to the beach and laughing together. It gives you A LOT to remember and makes it so much harder to forget.
Our goodbye wasn't the way I wanted it to be. I wasn't ready to let him go. Under the circumstances....it seemed right at the time...biggest regret.
After we ended...I watched him change. The group he was hanging out with changed him so much, he use to be the NICEST most innocent guy. Now he parties....I miss the way things use to be.
I try SOOO hard not to make it seem like I miss him. Sometimes it just...hits me so hard and I blank out and get really upset. I miss him, but I try not to care anymore. It's the toughest thing to do..
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