Bestfriend to Boyfriend to ?

Yeah, I guess he wasn't a keeper. It's sad when someone says that they "love you for the wrong reasons." No girl wants to hear that! It's heartbreaking. I just hope we could still remain somewhat friends.
I allowed myself 1-2 days of sadness after the breakup. And the 3rd day, I was back on my feet. Hanging out with friends talking to other people.

But I find it strange when all of a sudden you are single, and guys from your past start contacting you. (And there was no way of anybody knowing that we broke up).
It's like those guys could sense it..even though it was only a couple of days ago.

3 guys from my past contacted me. Those who I never thought would.

I just find it strange.

Out With The Old, In With The New

It's been a while since my last post. Things have been GREAT!
I have a new boyfriend. The last one would never work out. He was to much of a tool.

The thing about finding a new guy is that, you have time to pick the right one.
No more kissing frogs. I have found my prince.
Nice, sweet, treats a girl right, funny. Pretty much the whole package.
And the best thing about him is that, he was my BEST guy friend. When you date your best guy friend, he already knows your flaws..and still loves you anyways. It was weird at first, but turned out to be the best decision i've ever made in my life by being with him.

So even if he knows all of your flaws, and still wants to be with you anyways, HE'S A KEEPER!

xoxo

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Giving up on someone that may never like you back like they use to?

or try to get them even though you may never want you back?

Decisions decisions......

I just want things the way they use to be, even though it may be difficult for them. Is it to much to ask? People change.

Nothing Lasts Forever

Breaking up is never easy. I broke up with my boyfriend for the SECOND time. I feel that being in a relationship while your in high school is pointless and it never lasts. There is like a 1% chance you will marry your high school boyfriend or girlfriend (i'm just guessing on that percentage). But seriously, why waste tears on something like that. It is NEVER easy breaking up with someone, so why would you want to be in a high school relationship where it will just lead to that.

Nothing is ever easy in life. Plus, single life is the easy life! Go out and have fun!!!

St. Patricks Day

Happy St. Patricks Day everybody!

It's a non stop rainy day in beautiful southern California.

For those of you wanting to party tonight. PLEASE be careful. The roads are wet, be safe!

However, today is the day to go out and have FUN! Well...everyday should be the day to go have fun! Even if it is raining..or snowing..go watch a movie at the theater or at home. Snuggle up with a blanket while drinking hot cocoa. Do something that makes you feel good and relaxed on a day like this.

Don't forget to wear green today! (Don't want to get pinched)

<3

Describes How I Feel Perfectly

When you spend most of your summer with someone, and spent so many of those days going to the beach and laughing together. It gives you A LOT to remember and makes it so much harder to forget.

Our goodbye wasn't the way I wanted it to be. I wasn't ready to let him go. Under the circumstances....it seemed right at the time...biggest regret.

After we ended...I watched him change. The group he was hanging out with changed him so much, he use to be the NICEST most innocent guy. Now he parties....I miss the way things use to be.

I try SOOO hard not to make it seem like I miss him. Sometimes it just...hits me so hard and I blank out and get really upset. I miss him, but I try not to care anymore. It's the toughest thing to do..

Katy Perry

I admire Katy Perry. She is so strong and never broke down through her tough times. She has an amazing personality and a unique sense of style that I adore. I will never get over any of her songs (no matter how many times they are played). I hope to be as amazing as Katy Perry when I grow up. She is so beautiful and so talented. I will always be her fan.