Its raining...and all I can think about is him. Yes, I have a boyfriend. We broke up last year. Then I had a summer fling with this WONDERFUL guy. In the end, I hurt him..badly. And I ultimately got back together with my ex.
But every single day I think about the other guy. I see him every day at school, and just think about all the fun times we've had together.
Whenever it would rain, we would go into my car and cuddle in the backseat. Him trying to keep me warm, and me just wanting him to hold me tighter. I never wanted him to let me go.
Whenever it rains, i'm sad. Remembering those times make me wonder what could have been. How my life would be so much more different. And maybe me being happy.
(Not that I am not happy with my bf now)
He just made me so happy every time I saw him. I wish I could go back to the way things were, and he could forgive me for everything I have done....
I've apologized, and he said its okay...but is it really?
I miss him so much..
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